Sunday, January 18, 2015

A nightmare, the nightmare

Student loans are in fact a nightmare. And thats a fact.

Again, I hate to use this forum to complain, I have a personal blog for that if I so well please.  But whether this is a complaint or actually beneficial words and thoughts will remain a question until the end.

My current position of 100k plus is accompanied by other major debts, but that can be expected due to the root cause and only I can be blamed for those; a under-paid job, but many workers are under-paid so a change in society there starts at many other places than my mind, this blog, or even myself; a father that passed on too early leaving a 'struggling' mother, only by her own financial abilities, stunted by the one who ran the checking account who is no longer with us, but also not economically ready for retirement although numerically ready; and a brother of similar age who is taking all of our 'life equations' down, a good guy, yes, but one with no acuem for finances, perhaps due to what was mentioned before, or desire to make anything of his time here.

So, I ask you, where is the life there, 3 people 'jailed' to live a life of 'servitude' to the 'American dream' of wasted lives and failing systems. 

It feels as if I'm watching a movie, such as Hunger Games, where an aristocratic society holds a majority of the wealth while the majority of the population lives to struggle through everyday.

This is the nightmare, this is the movie that we watch over and over.

And there are no twists of fortune, just struggle, a struggle to pay the bills, a struggle to feel happiness, a struggle to get through the day, a struggle to find any answer.

This sounds about as depressing as it can get.  And it feels that way too.

I secede.  This isn't a blog worthy blog, this is pure complaining.

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