The Reality

The reality of all this really is that I should not only not be surprised, but I should have expected to be as financially degragate as when I came into this world. (that's a little of a pessimistic view, and I definitely don't think degregate is a word)

Either way, with all my study of economics and the financial system we were built into, my view of levels has been confirmed. If the middle class were supposed to be another thing, it would have. But it was not, it was formed to be an illusion. That this was the society that evolved. There are only 2 classes, the slaves and the rich. Hopefully, no one reads this because one might call a statement like such racist, even more so knowing I am a full grown white male. But I don't believe in race. I believe in people. And more so than that, on a side note, I believe our, all of ours, problem is that we put ourselves into a financial world. Granted, not all societies are as capitalistic as ours that creates such a phrase and idea as 'the American Dream', but we were still built into a system that we did nothing to create, and can thus only perpetuate.

But my point today, is only to write to prove to myself that I should have know of the consequences, and I was what I was, and am what I am. A slave. But, through all of that, it looked to be complaining, and that is not where I want the emotion and underlying thought to lay. No, rather, just to state that I am that position in life.

I paid 100K Plus to continue down the path that made me and remain into the debt that I was born to. My religion, more, my God, makes me feel otherwise, that we are meant to be slaves. I would say more to serve each other and Himself and not serve(service) financial assets in the form derivatives.

But then thus is my place on this great earth.

I feel this needs elaborated on more, and it shall be. At a later time, and hopefully a better place.